Wednesday, April 27, 2016

Today was fun.

Does sarcasm come through in text?  I don’t think it does.  We have been battling Cody’s AI since Sunday.  Today was the last straw so we took him to the hospital.  He has not been responding to his medicine to get caught back up.  The doctor asked us to go to get some blood work done.  He also intimated that is was maybe, possibly, could be a good idea to go ahead and go to the ER.  I say it this way because he didn’t really feel like Cody was in a life threatening state but he knew what it was going to take to get him back to normal.  He said this may speed the process up of healing.  He wanted to run a panel to see if his electrolytes, magnesium and several other things may be off.  If that was the case, then and IV of fluids may fix the issue.  IF not then well…. wait he didn’t say “if not” but I think I know what he was trying to do.

We took Cody to the ER.  It was busy.  It was really busy.  We checked him in at the front desk.  The lady at the desk took our information and looked at our son and asked “what is wrong with him?”  So my wife said “Cody has Adrenal Insufficiency, and he can’t seem to get back to normal.  He tired, foggy, unable to get going and out of bed.”  The ever so nice lady at the desk looked at my wife and said, “I don’t need a diagnosis I need to know what is wrong with him.” Umm we just told you what was wrong with him and included his diagnosis.  I was surprised at the restraint my lovely wife had while she explained again what is wrong with my son.  Which makes me wonder if a diabetic was having issues would they ever tell the diabetic “we don’t need a diagnosis”, even though they explained what was wrong.  Either way we got checked in.

We waited for about 45 minutes for the triage nurse to check his stats and get us in the real line.  Did I mention there were a lot of people there?  Being it was lunch time and we didn’t really have a plan in place or an idea of how long it would be I ran to get us some lunch.  We ate in the hallway.  I mean who wants to eat in a waiting room?  At least the hallway felt a little better.  We finished up and waited for our turn in line.  I think we picked the busiest day in the history of the hospital.  After about two and a half hours we got called back. 

They brought us in to the room and Cody got on the bed.  The nurse went through all the formalities and we discussed what was going on.  We explained our endocrine doctor wanted a specific blood panel run and go from there.  The nurse took Cody’s vitals again and left to talk to the ER doctor.  A little while later the ER doctor came in and talked to us.  We also explained to her that our doctor ordered a blood panel and told the story for what seemed to be the millionth time today.  The nurse looked up the order in their system and started a line in his arm.  The nurse was super nice.  She talked to Cody the whole time and explained to us that she would make it an IV line in case the blood work came back and they needed to do an IV or something else.  She wouldn’t need to stick him with a needle twice.  I had never had a nurse think that far in advance to not stick him twice.

The nurse took his blood in those tiny vials away and we waited for the next step.  The doctor came in to discuss that she had talked to our endocrine doctor.  She was up to speed to now; she knew what our doctor was trying to accomplish.  Find out if he is out of balance.  If not, get him the meds he needs.  Needless to say we waited again for the results to come back. 

As a side note to the story I need to share a moment I think my poor son has never needed to do.  They asked him for a urine sample and I am not sure he’s ever had to do it until now.  So I accompanied him into the bathroom and explained how to “partially fill the cup” and then finish peeing in the toilet.  I gave him the cup and turned around so he could take care of business.  He stood there a few seconds and didn’t start peeing.  I assumed it was because he was having some stage freight issues because I was in the bathroom with him.  Seconds passed and then all the sudden my son passed gas.  That’s right while he was trying to start peeing he farted on me standing behind him.  He started giggling and said “dad I don’t need to go.”  So I said “but you felt the need to fart on me.”  I told him grandpa would be proud.  We both started giggling like the child he is and I am still.  I had to take a moment or two to compose us both and we walked back in the room.  No one was the wiser as to what just happened, but I explained we needed a glass of water to “help” him go.

Back to the story, a little time went by when they sent in a radiology tech to do a sonogram on his abdomen.  Cody experiences abdominal pain when he is in crisis.   Most endocrine doctors understand this is a symptom of his disease and we know it is a tell for us to know he is not feeling well.  Much like the color change in his face, the blackening and bags under his eyes, or his inability to function.  However, the ER doctor not knowing exactly how to treat an AI patient has to rule other possible problems.  So they ordered a sonogram and they didn’t find anything other than he had a good lunch.  They checked his kidneys, stomach, gall bladder, and bladder.  The tech did mention she saw some fluid in his bladder so he was free to go fill that cup again when she was done.  She left the room when she finished and my son smiled at me and said he could handle filling the cup on his own this time.

We’d been there about 5 hours now.  The tests have all come back.  Everything looks good and his stats were fine.  So I am thinking what now, but the plan our endocrine doctor had this whole time finally showed itself.  The ER doctor explained that since everything else was fine they would proceed with a large dose (100mg) of liquid hydrocortisone (solu-cortef) in that IV line and he’d be ready to go home.  Wait that is it?  Give him a big does and send him home? Shouldn’t we wait to see if it works?  The doctor explained that within 15 minutes of a liquid dose of this size will bring him back to normal.  The doctor explained she recently had another AI patient that couldn’t walk because they were so “down” and this dose brought them back to normal within 20 minutes.

Already this evening since that dose he is feeling better, dare I say, back to normal.  His color is back, he had energy to do some homework, his smile and lift in his face is back, and he actually spent time with his sister in her room while they watched a movie together.  These are all signs of normal.

So what did we learn?  We learned that our “emergency shot” that we carry with us everywhere probably should have been used Sunday night or Monday morning.  He was at his worst point that night and barely alive.  Yes, I used the words barely alive.  We were, at that point, dosing him as if it was a major crisis by giving him triple his normal dose, but by Monday morning he still wasn’t bouncing back.   This shouldn’t happen.  Tripling his dose should bring him out if he is not too far behind, but in this case he was too far behind.  We have an injection we can give him just like the hospital did, but we still worry about using it. His emergency shot (100mg solu-cortef) is nearly 10 times his normal daily dose and just over 3 times a tripe dose.  We were talking to the doctor the whole time and he never suggested we use it.  What is confusing and concerning is it took three and a half days of tripling his dose for the doctor to decide to do an emergency size dose while we were in the ER.  Could we have done this Sunday night or Monday morning and solved the problem 2 or 3 days sooner?  Could we have been out of this and back to life on Monday and not Wednesday?  The only thing is the big if is when we do the shot we have to call 911 as a part of the protocol, so it is difficult to say he needed it at the time but looking back he could have used it for sure.


These are all questions and discussion points we now have for the doctor.  I will be giving the doctor a progress report tomorrow over lunch and just for safety we will have Cody miss one more day of school or go half a day.   We are very happy he seems to be back to “normal”.   There’s that word again.  How do we get to normal?  We’ve made it through another bad time with some answers but many more questions.   

Monday, April 25, 2016

Normal Doesn't Exist

I am not sure normal exists anymore.  There is not a day that goes by that I don't worry about my son.   Is today a normal day?  No today is not a normal day, and neither was yesterday nor will tomorrow.  Yesterday was baseball practice.  Seems normal as we’ve been doing it for several weeks, but it’s not normal.  We changed his dose for a long day of physical activity.  Not much more than a normal day but just a little more to get him through the practice.  This is how it works.  Well that is how it is supposed to work.

Not this week because nothing is normal.  If he was an everyday player for the Royals his dosage would be different because practice would be normal, but he’s not he’s a kid with AI and nothing is normal.  So we need to dose him more when he has practice and this time more now was not enough.  Sunday night he came home and was tired, but who wouldn’t be we just finished an hour and a half of baseball practice.  He ate dinner and I could see it coming on his face.  It’s a look we have become familiar with when he is getting low.  He gets a black ring under his eyes and his face almost loses its life.  His normal smile is gone.  That lift that he has on a good day is now a sag of a bad day.  Our son is a fun and lively child.  He’s funny, witty, active, and talkative, but not when he is starting to go into crisis.

This night he was going into crisis so we dosed him appropriately.  He said he was going to go relax.  He went in his room and watched some TV while he laid in bed.   We checked on him and he was tired but seemed to be OK.  I say OK, but only because he wasn’t showing more than tired and his color being off.  These are not panic things just worrisome.  It’s not time to panic until more things show up.

My wife got ready for her work week and I relaxed over the next couple hours.  For those who know me relaxed means I played some video games with my friends.  We checked on him multiple times over the next couple hours.  He still seemed “OK” and not getting worse; still tired but nothing more.   At about 7:45 pm I went to check on him again and he was sawing logs.  He was out for the night.  We decided to let him get his rest and skip his non-critical allergy medicine and try to sleep to get caught up. 

This morning we let him sleep in a little and he got a late start at school.  He still wasn’t functioning 100% so we upped his dose to get him out of his funk.  We decided to send him to school because he wasn’t terrible and he needs to be at school and not get behind, but looking back we should have let him stay home.  He went school and started his day.  Of course this week we are doing state mandated school testing.  Being high stress tests and high stakes the schools really pressure the kids to do good.  So had he not already been dosed high this would be a thing we would dose him high to help him handle the stress.  Being that he was already dosed high we thought he could handle it. 

We were of course wrong.   My son texted my wife about 1:30 pm today telling her about a stomach pain.  This is another symptom that he shows when he is in crisis. He went to the nurse and we asked the nurse to dose him again. My wife picked him up from school.   He came home and again went straight to bed.  For his afternoon dose we followed protocols.  Problem is he’s not recovering.  He ate dinner but again has just laid in bed all night.   Tonight he fell asleep about 7:00 PM.  We just woke him a bit ago to take some more medicine and let him go back to sleep.

We called the doctor tonight to see if we could/should do anything more.  He suggested yet another routine to follow.  Apparently his body just can’t catch up.  Tomorrow he will stay home and not do school.  I don’t know what this means for his testing but frankly I don’t care.  I am hoping he will wake up feeling all better and he just got to play hooky from school.   I just want a normal day.  It’s too bad they may not exist anymore.